I avoid looking in the mirror.
Already be committed in a relationship that is true, and not filled with projections of your own fantasies?!
I probably should not go there but ...Don't stop, go for it with all the passion you have girl ....You have only one life to live ... Don't regret not having found your true love...anyway just my opinion for a sweet young girl... kisses sweetheart follow your dream....
Either cut them out while they're benign... or enjoy the thrill of getting lost in them.
Look for a deeper meaning to your relationship.