How do you stop yourself from going back to an abuser?
I have left my husband and this is like the 4th time but i really want to be strong this time. How do i stay away. Ive recognised a pattern in my life of leaving an abuser and feeling so scared of going back that i run to another one as if i cant be on my own. I just want to be strong but i feel so guilty for leaving him even though i shouldnt. i feel like i abandonned him and dont want to go back but my emotions say differently.