before him it felt really confusing and lonely but not anymore
Exhausted! But music and yoga gets me chillaxed.
Some days heavenly, other days very sad
If I tell you, I'd have to kill you.
Hmm... I don't wanna waste ammo that I could use for when I need it.
mostly extremely bad and then a blue moon appears with a state of bliss then back to the horrible self hate and letting others join in hating me
Fun and exhausting.
a mixture of exasperation, helplessness and yet priviledged. contradictory.
Imagine half tripping for eighteen years. It's exactly like that.
Naked and exposed
I die a thousand deaths every breath.
Both pretty awesome and stressful hellfire!
It's kinda like being a werehamster on coffee laced with MDMA ;-)
tired and stressed