I'm 49 years old,have never been married,Have No kids,No Girlfriend,No friends of any kind and I work a Thankless job that only allows me to live paycheck to paycheck.
I live with my batsh** crazy mother only because she begged me to move back in after my father died so I have no life.
You are a teenager who is at the starting line of Life and has the world by the balls and you're complaining about your sucka$$ life.
Well I'm sorry you're depressed but I would sell a kidney and my left nut to be your age again because then I could appreciate life more.
Firstly, listening to sad music will make you sadder, not happier, and honey, I KNOW, you're not really happy where you are in life. To stop feeling like this, some quick and easy options are:go on EP, listen to peppy songs (Like it like that, tiktok, etc. they don't have to be new), take a walk, read a book and I find that it's lots of fun to make a whole evening out of it. For example, when I ordered Pizza Hut once, I got out the fine plates, I set the table, and got out the crystal glasses to drink Coke out of, and for dessert, I had vanilla icecream in the house, so I made ice cream with cold coffee and chocolate. Basically, I guess just enjoy the small things. And don't sweat the big stuff.
First, You are still young which means you have your life ahead of you ...Uh I know thats cliche and corny but its the truth. Eventually you will meet someone that you will love kicking it with. It is natural in life for all of us to have moments of feeling lonely even when you are married with 4 children ..there are times when you feel like no one is down and you feel like you are not having fun or doing what you want to do at that particular moment. Take this time to do you. Whatever excites you as an individual ..now is the time to do it. Whether its reading, watching your fave show or playing a video, picking your nose. ENJOY ENJOY cus when you are married with children...Lawd you are going to long for these days.
Trust me..that hard work you are putting in will pay off for you one day. You are not working for the other lazy bums around you, you are working to perfect YOUR craft. We will see who's laughing when you are the one with the full time career. And dont be afraid to hold others around you accountable. Call them out on their BS.
Set a goal, decide what sort of career you really want. Then work towards it in school while sticking with your current job in the meantime.
It helps to have purpose.