Im 40ish & haven't met mine, face to face yet. It's hard knowing he's there & not knowing how to get to him. I guess I could live as long as it takes, knowing he's safe & healthy. That's important.
I used to stay alone since he left me,..but every now and then,...I'm badly missing him so much,.. :(
I can live, but I feel very drained and emotionless.
I have been living without him now for almost 3 years. I feel like I will never move on.