Dont use this method. Make an exit bag rent a helium tank and kill yourself. Do it now!
I'm not sure how many it can take to kill you but I can tell you this, it's incredibly hard for you to ingest them orally to kill yourself. Your body will reject taking too many pills and would force yourself to induce vomiting to get rid of it.
The best way is to take a whole bottle, maybe more if you're really sure about committing suicide, grinding up the pills as fine as you can (pestle and mortar would be best, or even using a coffee grinder would be better) and mixing it with warm water. Put that into an enema and shove it up your anus as far as you can so it gets past any feces in the cavity and towards the nerves and then slowly squeeze all the substance inside. Lay on your side and you'll sleep for sure. This way your system will absorb the pills very quickly, much quicker than orally which will almost guarantee your death if not guaranteed.
People use this method with things like oxy, ecstacy, etc. Even beer because it gets absorbed into your system much quicker. The more you overload your system with stuff like this the better the chances of you dying.
I'm honestly considering this within the next week or so. Even God isn't enough to save me from going to hell.
Why you wanna know? Don't kill yourself, change your atmosphere. Disappear from your life, the people who disturb you and experience everything you can before you check out.
All i know is it is the most painful death from a drug overose.
Each of your organs slowly shut down over a few days, doctors cant even do anything to stop this. so you spend a few days in agony till you eventually die. Want to rethink your question??
I doubt there is anything you can get without presc
They won't. I had them all and fell asleep for like 20 hrs.