Four. But then, who's counting? Moreover, I have found that the badge of honor lay not with them who have power over us to inspire us to give freely; but rather with us who, despite pain and betrayal, choose to be honorable and loving, compassionate and passionate human beings. So what if 2 ex-husbands saw me as worthless and substandard? So what if zapb and pnc thought or think I'm unattractive or unworthy of their time. I'm a solid, healthy, compassionate woman. While there won't be a 5th time, that is my own choice to stop giving so much to those who only want to take. Refocused attention is vital at this point in my life and I need no more back-stabbers, liars, posers or charlatans telling me that I don't measure up. I have real work to do and getting all depressed about these folks betraying me only robs my future patients and clients of 100% of the best clinician I can be.
OMG I have been stabbed in the back so many times it looks like a cheese grater. It doesn't stop me from giving my heart and soul because I won't give up my belief in people's ability to change.
More times than I can count.
Enough not to trust any longer.
I'm not counting, but it's happened a number of times.
I have not one spot left on my back without a stab scar ...
too many times to count hopefuld one day it will work
Isn't that how it always seems to go?
100, but that's what i get for being easy
many times,to the point i dont trust any one...
"Backstabbed" - meaning you didn't manage for other person to do what you want?