I think love is an equal opportunity employer; aren't you being a little hard on yourself??
Nothing ventured; nothing gained kiddo! You may feel awfully foolish one day years from now when you run into her and she asks, "why didn't you ever ask me out"! Ask me how I know....
i'm a freaking janitor....and old.....and she looked right past that....she never made me feel that way.....i got over it real quick