Emotionally i can tear myself down until I'm no longer breathing, just an ounce of lost hope on the floor. But I am hope none the less, and with that little hope I build myself back up again.
if anything i practice self preservation
I'm so mean to myself LOL. I say rude things. It's like that saying (I don't know exactly how it goes...) If your friend talked to you like you talk to yourself, how long would you allow them to be your friend?
Not very long in my case.
hair styling .... body massage ..... pedicure .... star hotels ..... fast cars and everything to pamper myself till i get to the point of zero balance in my bank account