How the hell can I move on and stop feeling so hurt and confused
I haven't seen my boyfriend in two months. Recently I been trying to get in contact with him but it seems like he changed his number on me. Or something cause it says the number or code you entered in incorrect. And I know it's not. He been accusing me of cheating almost every time I talk to him. He didn't spend time with me or every time I call I can't reach him. He only answers his phone when he felt like it. I know he had things going on in his life but every time I talked to him he would just snap at me for the simplest things. He never made effort to see me and when I offered to
come over his house he refused. Every weeken he made excuses for me
not to come over. I got frustrated. I had a man or didn't care about me for
whatever reasons and it hurts.don't know why he distant himself from me or
was hostile. He wasn't attending to my needs so I told him I'll get it
somewhere else it was just a threat. I honestly don't know what I did so
wrong that he walked out my life. Can't reach him at all. I'm not perfect and I had my faults but I always realize them and try to Improve them I feel so much anger and hurt and resentment towards him for doing this. I beg him to let us forgive each other for everything and start fresh. He treated me so unfair that sometimes I snapped at him and later apologized. It's like he changed on me one day or he was showing me his true colors after I fell in love with him. I can't sleep I feel so depress not about him leaving me but the fact he left me he didn't fight for me. I ask him to be my friend but he refused. He could have ended things with me on good terms but he just walked out my life. Someone I trusted so much and cared about.