How to tell my family I'm tired of babysitting venting don't be rude
I'm 19 and I just had enough of my sister child and my cousins child. I'm not a kid person. I'm not fond of young children regardless of who has them. I been like this since 10 and it's not going to change. I love both kids but I don't want my life having to be revolve around them that's the parents job. I hate being responsible for children or having to care for them. I feel trapp. From the time I get up in the morning till night time I watch two kids I have no social life everything I need to do for myself I have to wait till someone is off. I miss all my doctors appointment all my important stuff. I'm tired of
worrying about children that I didn't have. I been watching them for the last
three years right now I need to get my life together. I want to get a job so I
can start school but they want to revolve my job around their children. Don't
get me wrong I don't mind helping out but it's overwhelming , emotionally
and physically draining to deal with two young children daily all day. I don't see why I can't get a job and we can all put in money to send them to preschool. I want what's the best for my family as a whole but I need to help myself first. I'm responsible for myself. They act like I'm the only one who has to give up most of my life to watch kids. How the he'll will I be able to watch two young kids and a baby on the way when I don't even like young children. It's takes everything I have to deal with them. I think we need to have another alternative besides me. Also. I have depression and anxiety so sometimes it gets really bad I don't tell no one.