I was born prematurely as well, and was unhealthy, and was fed just formula, mostly due to the fact I was a twin and my mom got sick of the pain and work of everything. But I'm not missing anything, and I don't think you're missing anything unobtainable. I also don't think you're missing it for the reasons you mentioned.<br />
While I don't typically think people should interfere in natural selection, at least not as much as we have, I don't believe that's the root of your problem.<br />
Many people in society today feel a disconnection from nature - that's more due to how society works, not so much from the circumstances of your birth. If you continue believing that your birth doomed you, you'll be doing yourself a disservice when you could instead be finding a way to fix the situation.
Hahah! Get over your self.
No I'd say you were just born that way.
No you weren't. You were born ****** in the head
You ungrateful *******
It was not her duty, she did what she did to save you
If you did wish you were dead you'd be dead
your one in a million
This isn't your personal blog.