I am a white worlock but dont practice the faith as i dont want to abuse my power but over the last 10 years i find a da

I'm not familiar with your faith (wicca?) or the power that a white warlock has, but perhaps my ignorance won't matter here. There are many ways to blow off steam that will not result in an abuse of your power. There are two ways to release pain that give me relief - one is to use your pen as your sword. Write about it. You don't have to write it for publication, just write. Do it for yourself only, or you can share it. Read it out loud. Read it to anyone willing to listen. You can also try blogging. You may find comradery with someone who has experienced similar pain.

Now for Option 2, which I'm not proud of, but it works. Round up some old junk (you can even cruise the alleys for discarded junk if it feels safe to do so). Throw the junk on a tarp outside somewhere where you won't bother anyone, and just beat the **** out of the junk with a bat. Wear safety glasses if you like, especially if shards might be flying. Clean up your mess and dispose of it responsibly when you're done. (The tarp helps.)

I always feel like I've got it covered when I use both the intelligent means and the neanderthal means of getting out pain and rage. Tantrums for adults aren't such bad things. :) Best wishes to you.

No, he is no wiccan.... we don't practice dark things and Worlock means "oath breaker", which is given to people who are banned from any Pagan religion. Whatever you're into, Barrie... drop it! It's not healthy and it will eat you alive. Dark things have no loyalties to whomever practice it and wants nothing but to destroy all. It's a very dangerous game you are playing... and the house always win, sorta speak....

1. See a shrink dude then a spelling coach...warlock.
2. Stop believing in mumbo jumbo.
3. Depends on the trauma and the pain...I go back to see a shrink and get to the bottom of why you think you are a magical being...then deal with the trauma and the pain.

But then hey...I am an atheist and subscribe to nonesuch mystical nonsense so what do I know...

Good luck Warlock.

I think it's rough of people to be paying you out for your spelling when you clearly have a significant issue going on in your life here, but I'm going to side with a few of them when I say this: give it up. There is no way to 'release the pain', but there is a way to give up the cause of it - stop being a warlock. The spirits that guide and help you in your magicks are not of a good or wholesome nature. As 'white' as you might like to think they are, my guess is that the spirits who aid you or give you that power are evil. To the core. Demonic.

Try prayer. Try praying to God, that he might take your heart and cleanse it from this darkness and cleanse your life from this evil. Find a pastor and try and get him to talk you through how you're feeling.

Go to the gym. Take up a hobby. Focus on your career. Get a girlfriend who doesn't wear black. Go for a drive in the mountains. Live in the moment, and let this stuff go, because it's not healthy. Real life is so much more powerful when you learn how to open yourself up to it.

Are you serious with this? Too funny.

If you don't practice for fear of abusing your powers, then you have issues to contend with. If I had to guess, one of them is most likely NOT the fear of abuse of it, but the fear of learning to control and use it properly. Additionally, you did not clarify if your trauma was physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual. Find yourself a mentor- a coven, circle, or solitary- who is willing to instruct you properly. They will be able to guide you far better than any number of random messages from strangers online.

Don't worry, the men in white coats are coming to take you away.

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you can try charging a grounding stone and then channeling the negative eneries into it.. they pass through and are safetly grounded you may have to do it several times.

Well not really knowing what your faith is, it's hard to say. Try googling it and there is likely a website that talks about your faith. It will probably tell you what to do.

go for whatever suits your fancy. should you believe in your magic go for it destroy something. Blow someone up. Who cares? Humanity is destined for nothing other than the great dirt nap anyway.

Warlock???????????? You can't even spell it correctly! I would recommend you seek help! Seriously!!!!