It's a myth that every addict must hit rock bottom before seeking help- please see a dr now
Its either you die, or you eat! The choice is yours. The chances of you dying is very high!! With no food in your body (particularly proteins) your immune system (which is primarily made with proteins) is going to go down and you wont be able to fight infections, and these infections could lead to your death. And this is no joke! A famous celebrity by the name of Karan Carpenter died of anoxeria.
And being skinny is never and has never been attractive! Men like curvy women, not bones!
-Guys perspective here
I know the idea of gaining just a little weight is horrible. But please get help, this disease lies to you. U don't need to lose 5 kg, you don't need to be officially anorexic cause it has already taken over you. A therapist will really help you to overcome this. It is not worth dying. If I can help in anyway please tell me cause I know Its hard.
Its not, I thought the same B4...But believe me losing more makes it harder. If u have an eating disorder, simply gaining weight whatever is your weight will make it scary. Losing more weight is too dangerous, this thought can kill you. You need to overcome this disease. Forget what the mirror and the scale say, they are not right. Please tell someone, seek help. Its the only way out.
only 5 kg to go . don't quit ow oO
Gain some weight, why would you want to be anorexic?
Gain some healthy weight then, just by eating more protein. Stick away from too many carbohydrates and you wont get any fat whatsoever.