I don't pretend really. I'm lonely, and generally, I'm an open book about it. <br />
Why hide it?<br />
The only one that I would pretend with would be the one that I miss most. NO WAY would I ever tell him that he is still a source of pain for me. He would probably enjoy that.
I have the opposite problem-I want to be alone, but everyone wants to hang out with me.
count me in. I go to a lot of meetings, but I know I am alone afterward.
I specially love my "EP friends"<br />
When I'm falling apart,they say "Oh,you're so funny -lol"