To be she male you gotta take hormones. you dont. so you are a morman in drag. i think you should kill yourself while in drag and let God sort it.
Ditch mormonism, do some serious self exploration, make a decision from there.
live your life the way you think you should live it, not the way your parents think you should live it.
Don't let the Dogma of the Church stop you from being who you're meant to be.
1st of all fix any picture here so we can understand that u r nt spammer.
..sounds like a fétish..not a genuine desire to be the opposite gender.
Because you don't want to be a female. You want to keep your pénis. You just want to dress up as a woman.
When did you start feeling this way?
Any particular reason why? Did you see shemale pórn or something?
Ah, do you think this desire might be a fantasy to be like the shemales you saw in the pórn?
Perhaps try doing some introspection to figure it out before pursuing the path further?
Yup. As in, take a step back and think about your feelings etc.
Maybe write about it? Sit back and close your eyes...think about when the feelings began etc?
But you still don't know?
You have your entire life to change your sex.
Can you combine your interests? That would give a different spin on things wouldn't it?