I have it the same way, I'm 16 but people always ask me if I'm joking haha cause they say I seem like I'm about 30 years old! I don't do really great in school, and that's what scares me. But I'm a optimist and my dream is also to study in other countries and to learn more. I'm so sick and tired of this place and the people around me! I have huge plans for my studies, I want to study architecture first two years in England, then go to Australia for a year and after that two years in New Zealand :) I've been planning for long to go to Germany and have my second high school year there and I've actually been doing things to make it happen. I guess if you want it enough, you'll make it! ::)
I didn't say we were alike, just that I also felt scared that I might not make my dream come true :) Of course, hard work, but hard work comes from wanting it enough, that gives you motivation :) I'm happy for you, you seem to work hard! Keep it up and good luck!
Why don't you just live in the present instead of being scared of what the future holds? You're wasting time and energy on something that doesn't exist. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens when you're busy making plans."
Life is an illusion and totally meaningless.
Perhaps you meant, Madam- aim for the stars- you may land the moon
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