I am straight but secretly out in car dark nights wear a mini skirt.
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Hi, There is no normal or abnormal in your situation.
Some parents just cannot understand why their child would want to do something like cross dressing.
For some it is just a way of exploring the other side of living. But for others it is rooted more deeply, a need to be that other sex regardless of what others think of them, because for them they know what is right for them.
Maybe you do need to sit down with your mother and explain to her exactly how you feel. If she loves you like a mother she will understand, she might not like it but she will understand.
If not you will probably become one of those cross dressers who only come out when you are in your own space and you are comfortable.
There are plenty of people out there who can offer you advice and support for what you are feeling.
Wish you all the best.
check really deep in to your heart feelings what you feel you want to do. Once you find that don't let anything stop you!