I am turned on by my wife's extreme sluty past, but it makes me sick to my stomach when I think about it. What do I do?
I knew my wife as a co-worker for 7 years before we were together. at this time she told me most of her sexual exploits, to include 3m 1g foursomes, and many other **** quality experiences. I was turned on at the time from it, but did not want to get involved otherwise. We later connected intimately and my desire to have the girl in the stores was a big influence for me. Once married, I was still turned on by the past and told her of my fantasies with her, but she has matured and no longer wishes to live that life. I has been with more partners in one night than I have in my life, and I feel betrayed because she gave sexual erotic experiences to others but not me. I have done a good job at moving past it, but it still turns me on to think about the sex in her past fantasizing about my involvement. Because of this, I had even thought about trying to include another man while having sex. But after trying to use her past during sex, I found myself sick to my stomach. What should I do?