I believe i have self diagnosed myself as a sociopath. I am just a teenager though i feel strongly on this issue.
I have read some sociopathic syptoms and tell-tell signs; which most seem to apply to me, however i am still unsure due to the fact i still feel some ways different. I feel like a sociopath somtimes, while at others i fight from this. I have thought of bad things with no guilt, but at other times these things cause me some pain. I know i used to mimic others to fit in and i do lie compulsively sometimes. I don't want my family and friends to by subjects to my behaviour though i have manipulated them at times and lied straight to their face. I am worried, but when i get my more socipathic mood i choose not to care. It feels like a hole has always been there and i have always questioned whether i really love or like my boyfriend. Please could someone help me out with some answers or anything?