I Cried and then my mom cried after she scolded me, because i told her i Have problems , how to not feel bad?
I'm male early 30s. i have brain injury since childhood and i dont have career never had one and nobody helped me. Now i'm in my 30s and i'm trying to help my self but my parents still were in denial up to now trying to have this dream of me being a great business man or great career(even though i have never shown the personality for that. i'm jsut quiet never talk and dont have friends or nothing )
Anyways, i have problems with language and understanding, my speaking and understanding is very low i speak like a child and i can't understand when people speak adult conversations.
anyways, so my mother was scolding me today(like always)because i couldn't translate for her(imigrants)and i just started crying cause they never want to understand me that i have problems.
Then she started crying. and that make me feel bad too because i feel like it's all my fault.
Anyways, how do i not feel bad ? I feel like a failure sometimes i even get suicidal thoughts cause i'm a failure