I don't know. I sometimes wonder.
I'm extremely comfortable and flirtatious around men I'm 100% unattracted to, but I literally do all I can to avoid my crush which I find hilarious.
This is why people think I like my guy friends and NEVER know who I TRULY like. XD
It makes sense. I literally have no self confidence. But ironically I have pride. XD
that's why it's called "crush"... that's usually what happens too...
maybe,,, is he/she dead or like that ?? lol,,,