You caught between a rock and a hard place.<br />
Don't rely on your husband to be there for you in the end and you must assume that you will be alone.<br />
You have to think about your current child and yourself too and being able to survive.<br />
The obvious answer is to have a termination but if you cant bring yourself to doing that then give the gift of life to someone else that cannot have children and adopt out.<br />
What ever you do I wish you happiness.
It is your body. You will be the one carrying the child and caring for the child. It has to be your own choice. Is there someone you trust that you can talk to? Where I live, there are psychological walk-in clinics for people who are having difficulties. Or, you could call a distress line. Going through divorce is really horrible. You can message me anytime.
Don't keep it.
You have no family to help you? Though you feel terrified now, take the fear out of this equation and ask yourself if you want this baby....though you are afraid right now, and by all means this is perfectly normal considering all that you are going through, don't think of the fear aspect of it all.
It is completely your choice as you know. I would keep the baby, yes it would be very hard for a while but with the divorce child support could be sought along with possible other job opportunities making more money. And with your mom offering help is a good thing. Maybe even a cheaper apartment....things to cut back on and other methods of living until things got better financially. I wish you all the best in either choice that you make.
I really don't know, the first thing coming to mind is you should talk with a professional counsellor
If you know you aren't able to take good care of it, then you can simply put it up for adoption.