In your subconscious mind you do...
The fear gives you a rush! even though you don't like them.
I'm the same, but it's hilarious when I jump at every little thing lol.
I love scary movies myself, but my fiance doesn't get into them like I do but he watches them with me.
You like the chemical reactions in your body that they create. Biochemistry has its own internal addictions we are not fully aware of all the time. Adrenaline junkies that are aware of their condition can describe this stuff the best. I'm a bit clinical.
Just to be contrary
May be you got a bad memory,
Since the black guy or naked girls always get killed first maybe it fills your dislike of them?
I figured as much just kidding....