I don't think I like doing anything...Am I doing this to myself ?
When I was little, I liked to draw, write stories, and play computer games. Then when I was 10, my father passed away. It's really affected me, I think. Right now I have a job and I am going to school, so I'm pretty busy. But when I'm not, it's like I am just so unhappy.
I don't really love school or my job, but they aren't terrible, I'm not complaining. But I don't really have any hobbies.
I idolize some musicians, or writers, or artists...but then when I am like "I could do that" I try it and I'm like "Well this isn't fun, what am I doing."
I hate living like this and every spare moment I get is wasted trying to like things. I don't know what to do anymore.