I feel broken, did I just mess things up, did I ruin the trust I worked so hard to build? see below.
I've been with my bf for 1yr 4 months, & he's had a bad past with heartbreak, he told me b4 we got together that he finds it hard to trust & love. he's never told me he loves me, in fact he's said that he's not there yet. his job here sucks and he's been applying to jobs out of town. he said I can come with him, but I'm scared to cuz he doesn't love me. tonight I broke down while we were talking, he asked why I was so worried to move, and I blurted out "you don't love me!" I went to our room,& 2 seconds later he came in grabbed his pants,& said fine I'll let you be alone. I asked him not to leave. he yelled that I knew what I was getting into when we got together, & that I was guilting him, I said I wasn't, he said he's put up w/ a lot of **** 2 b with me, a ****** job, small town, picking me up from work @11PM so how dare I say he doesn't care. he said he knows i want to hear him say I love you, but that he's not going to say it just to make me feel better if he doesn't feel it yet.