I feel confused about my sexual attraction to girls?
So over the years (I'm 20) I've been conflicted by my lesbian feelings and I can't help but being physically attracted to girls. I've never done anything with a girl before and always thought that I'm more romantically attracted to men (I'm female), than girls but I've honestly realized that I want to date a woman just as much as I want to date a man. Sometimes sex with a guy is okay, but I'd love to make love to a girl. I'm always checking out girls and I can't help it. When I watch clips of girls together, it turns me on more than a guy and girl together. I do have a bf and I love him. He knows I'm bi. I've had sexual chats with other girls in the past while I was single. A year ago for a short time I told people I was a lesbian. When I was in middle school I had a crush on a girl and I was sexually attracted to female teachers in elementary school and now.
I've always felt I was at least bi. Not even bi curious, just bi.