I feel like part of me doesn't want to wait till marriage?
I'm 17 and when I was about 13 or 14 I made the choice to stay a virgin till marriage. I'm still one but recently I've been finding it harder to feel really strongly about my choice. It may not make sense but I do want to wait till marriage, but then I feel like part of me doesn't want to even though I know I'd probably regret it and I can't really see myself having more than one intimate partner. I would feel guilty if I didn't want to wait because as a Christian that's what I've been taught to believe so I feel I'd be letting myself and God down. Is it normal to feel like this?