I suggest reading and following the book, "Getting a Date Worth Keeping".
My advise to you is not to seek happiness in a relationship.<br />
The first order of business is to find your internal drivers that make you happy.<br />
Once you are happy within your skin, you will become attractive to men.<br />
Men can sense desperate women from a mile away, so ponder that please.<br />
Only my perspective
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