write oprah and ask her for 5 million dollars
I'm sorry to hear your situ. At least u have a bf. does he have a family too? Try to find a bond with one if them. If not then it's understandable. Try to develop your own activity like paintings etc. to meet other ppl. It's easy to say it and tough to do.
Do you love your boyfriend?
There are millions of lonely people in the world. Some don't even have a boyfriend/girlfriend so consider yourself lucky. The world is changing. However, life is easier when you have family and friends.
Find a hobby out working/playing with others?.....or get a dog
Go back to school. Earn credits...meet new people....have interesting conversations.