I have the exact opposite problem but with the same result. I don't know what I want. So I overthink everything. I can be very indecisive too.
You need to seek fulfillment outside the realm of the material. Chase dreams and experiences, not ob<x>jects.
You're trying to fulfill your life with materialistic things.
um yeah... you must be such a little girl at Christmas time... my god the fun your husband must have teasing you! Its an adorable transparency..