I have a problem, i want to fix my brain but im afraid i wont feel the same, i love my life, but i want change..
so im a pretty chill type with the addiction gene, every night when i go to bed i think to myself "what a wonderful life i have"
But im still addicted, and i hate addiction, i get a little selfconscious when i smoke in front of people, but damn i love my life.
Its like addiction makes me have no feelings at all, its like you can say whatever to me and im totally in love with you anyways.
So if i quit i get different, and keep thinking wow i want that cigarette! i just want to chill out, also i get ill when i quit smoking..
So why would i want to quit? because i crave for life. but i love my life the way it is still.