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I haven't cut for a long time but that was because things were getting better and I was in summer and now that school is back and classes are more strict and my teachers make me feel like such a loser and stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I hate myself I hate school I never want to go back! I'm crying already and it's only been the first week but its strange how worse my depression has gotten. I feel like nothing can fix me I haven't been to therapy in a week because it feels like it doesn't work anymore. It feels like he has no idea how to fix me
MKM17 MKM17 16-17, F 11 Answers Sep 10, 2012 in Depression

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Why don't you just learn to suffer though life's challenges like all the rest of the race?

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You obviously know so much about mental illness.

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If you know so much then you'll know the difference between a neurological issue and a neurotic issue. This is more of a neurosis. It's an escape from legitimate suffering. This person is trying to find a way not to deal with her pain. You should know that, knowing your ****.

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The whole problem is she's not dealing with her pain. That's why she's cutting. In the end, it's actually just evil. She's rebelling from her nature, and being selfish.

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This isn't neurological. This is laziness. Quit treating her like a baby. She's a fully grown woman. She can handle it. I'm probably treating her far better than you could comprehend. I have applied the full amount of dignity by paying her the credit of someone who can deal with it. You are such a control freak. She's an adult and you have no right to baby her.

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HEY!! GOODGUYGROWSUP! YOU KNOW WHAT .. YOU DONT KNOW ME SO YOU HAVE NO F...U....C...K..I..N!! RIGHT TO THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH you may think your so tough and that your better than everyone else but i feel sorry for you because you know what you'll have on your death bed nothing and no one because no one likes a cold hearted A....s....s... H...o...l....e who doesnt have anything better to do than make a 16 year old girl feel like she is screwed up so thanks alot but people like you are what make me stronger because i know that i will be better and wiser than you because god gives me strength not j...e...r...k..s like you! and do you really think i like being this way cause i dont im doing all i can to FIGHT THIS ILLNESS but you wouldnt even understand because you dont even own a heart.... i think ya missed a few steps in your "GROWING UP" and thanks for the support Badassquiat :) your awesome

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Well, at least something positive came of this. Have fun with your strengthening.

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You are not the only one believe me there is A lot more then just you

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It's okay. I understand how you feel, I just moved schools and became that odd wheelchair girl. I get picked on a lot and once got shoved out of my chair and they rolled it across the hall so I had to crawl to get it. I hated the fact that I was different for a long time, but you are strong and you will pull through this. :)

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Sounds like you are down on yourself. Your thoughts will always be yours to deal with.

Now is the time to take responsibility and learn to face and manage them. Try this:

"Stand in front of a mirror (or not) and say "I like myself. I like myself." many many times. At first you will feel like you are lying to yourself... Yet it will make a difference.



I just lost a love relationship with a woman I've loved for over two years. I've been down on myself too.

To help me I'm listening -a lot to David McGraw's "Power Affirmations" Free at

http://www.pathways-to-peak-experience.com/Free-Power-Affirmations.html



Keep talking to others. Staying silent and alone will not help. Keep asking friends, family and God for help. Keep asking.

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Take a tranquilizer now.Try to sleep.No going to school till you go see a better doctor and let your parents know how you feel,not your boyfriend.Maybe the parents need to have a talk with the teachers who call you stupid.That's no way to address students.

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if u want a better life ahead u will have to go, by hook or crook.....

if u want fcuked life ahead... discontinue ur school

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Hun, do yourself a favour and go and talk to a counsellor. You don't need to let anyone know, and if the counsellor you get is no good, try another one. I had a friend who kept cutting herself too- she didn't want to get help, and nothing I said did any good. When she finally went to see a counsellor, she got a lot better.



Also, really start thinking about the things you do have, instead of things you don't have. Be grateful for the things you have. A lot of people in other countries are too busy trying to survive rather than ruminate what they are lacking in their lives and resorting to hurting themselves. I'm not saying 'don't think about suicide'- I do too. But put your suicidal thoughts to good use- if you are good at writing, write some stories or poetry. Occupy yourself with work and other activities so that you're too busy to live in your head too much.



Good luck.

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Wow. Hi

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You're not alone, friend. I don't cut but I am really depressed too, and school is making it so much worse...

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