I have been doing jobs I don't love all my working life - over 30 years. Now I don't know what I want to do. Lost?
I dont have a passion or something I always wanted to do that can be made into a job. I dont know which way to go or which way I can go at my age. I just need to get back to work fast. I look back on what I have done and I haven't enjoyed most of it - it just paid me well. Now that I don't have that, all that experience and work seem lie a huge waste of time. I have cheated myself out of some happiness without even realizing it. I as probably one of those people who needed to take time to find themselves when they were young and just starting out. I went way down some wrong roads without a map and they have left me nowhere and completely lost. I have been lost (laid off, changed jobs, etc) before and always found something - but I fear this time is different.