Try exploring your femininity.
It could you are gay and not know it or someone wants you to know how does it feel to be a women for once
Perhaps transgender? Or maybe androgynous? Just consider the possibilities.
I sometimes think it would have been better for me too. But I am comfortable in my skin. Are you? If not there's nothing you can do of the fact you were born a boy, but with technology today there is a way you can be who you truly feel inside! So I say go for it I support you! :D
maybe it's because you've been wondering what being a woman felt like?
You have an inner desire to be a woman? You're gay?
Something is starting to fall off.