dont give up looking there must be something in this world that can delight you. find something. do it for yourself. be kind and generous to yourself. keep your spirits up
Travel and see the world. The world is truly amazing.
Why does your life need to depend on your husband's schedule? Travel solo. It is the best thing you could possibly do for yourself.
Sadly that is me every good morn. Go get a carry out from the supermarket. A few drinks perks me up
if u r married just take a bath with ur wife in the morning. it will increase ur moral
You sound a lot like me. You need to be appreciated, you need to be acknowledged, you need to feel needed. <br />
So many times I read and hear that inspiration comes from within, you have to love yourself, etc etc etc. So many times I have heard that you have to be comfortable alone before you're comfortable with someone else. The problem is, I know that I'm better when I'm with someone, and that someone needs me. <br />
I need to be needed. I need to feel wanted. I need to feel like I"m the most important person in someone else's life. If I don't, I feel lost. I feel like no one cares about me, that I'm unimportant, that I don't have a reason to get up either. <br />
I find the most happiness by making someone else happy, and in turn recieving appreciation from them. Sounds to me like you're in the same boat. <br />
I really think you should sit down and talk to your husband about this. If he's really busy with work, don't overwhelm him, but make it clear that you're stuck, and as your partner, you need his help. He sounds like he needs you to be there for him, now it's his turn to reciprocate. <br />
The only thing that ever works for me is picking one little thing I plan to do that day and try and get a smile out of it. That thought generally helps me, but it's sometime hard to pick something good to do, but they're generally there. If I fail I just turn around and sleep more though xD
I do the same when I can but I don't dream as much as I'd expect. Even when I focus on dreaming and writing about them or anything. They come and go. I just feel at peace just in and out of sleep or snooze mode. Simple things like a treat can make my day....it's like making my own carrot on a stick.
PATHETIC? Now I'm insulted >_>
That's pretty much the best life imaginable. A slow steady pace with the room to do ANYTHING. Just get the people in it you need and share things , do crazy things, and always be able to slow down. Adventures are the best thing between naps ;D
I know you meant that :D
And I like the lifestyle so much that I wanted to say, you know what, so can you :)
That's the signal to go an live a little. Don't fear too much about what, just walk right into something and go from there. It's impossible to think clearly in sleep-mode :)