No , not at all
NO. It's not bad. You need time to grieve yourself. And so maybe you can take a little break and come back and finish posting her stories when you feel better if that's what she wanted. I think her friends would understand you and be ok with that. Take care of you first. Sorry for your cousin's loss. Please take care of yourself. *HUGS
You should write what you want and is LifelessStar your friend.