Guys, do you understand her now? Rephrasing her question here:
(a penny for a question, nominal fee)
I keep dreaming about my ex boyfriend who caused me trauma and heartache.
Why do I have dreams about him, dreams in which I am still hanging out with him?
what is the meanign of hanging out for you
because you still like him, and want him back.
I still have dreams about my ex. He also caused a lot of trauma and heartache. It took me a long time to regain self-esteem and lose the rage I had, and I think that the dreams mean that I still have issues that my subconscious is working out.