Please don't say that someone deserves better than you. Divulging too much information too soon is not a terrible thing. Being mean, uncaring, selfish, and doing illegal things is terrible. You just need to learn from this mistake and wait until you know a man much better before you share personal things with him. Don't think that you are not worthy of having a relationship with a good man.
A passive aggressive and childish sentiment.
Just recognize that you are enjoying this pain in a way. Its not good for you.
You like to talk. There is nothing wrong with that. Many men like that in a woman.
Just remember, you are human and you can't be perfect and you must be forgiving of yourself.
If I knew you better I don't think it would change my opinion.