I love someone,but I cheated on him,I have added my story's link,what should I do ?

Firstly I don't think anyone should judge you. People make mistakes, and this mistake has helped you. Helped you to realize that the guy your with know isn't right for you. I know you must think alot of his seeing as he found it in himself to forgive you, but the truth is, he isnt actually over it, and now he is punishing you. I think now you need to do the strong thing, and walk away while you can, tell him the truth, how he is making you feel and that even though you made a mistake you dont deserve this. Let him know the truth, and if he doesnt calm down or change, I think you will need to leave. As for feeling that everyone hates you, that is probably you just feeling a little paranoid, but I wouldnt worry about that, it will all blow over soon.
But you should know that plenty of people have done the same thing as you, and there is a way for you to deal with this. Good luck and I hope everything goes well. x

I don't know if you have low self esteem but you are much better than this. Do NOT go wasting your time on someone who makes you feel like dirt. First and foremost, you need to get OFFLINE and find people close to you, not here in lala land. I love EP but you need people you can sit with and talk to in person. Second, you need to drop this loser like a hot plate! and Fast! If u didn't have self esteem issues before you met him, i'm positive that you do now. Stop it before it gets even worse. I cant stress enough the importance of getting away from someone who constantly has to check in with you, holds your past agasint and makes you feel like you are always doing wrong. Go change all your passwords, emails etc and DO NOT give them to him. Get your life back, you DO deserve it. and please step away from the computer and find someone in your area. Long distance relationships rarely work and are hard if they do. Enjoy life while you can. And don't go looking for love, it will find you. Enjoy life, make ammends with those friends you were forced to cut off. True friends will understand and forgive you. PLease please please leave him now. you will get caught up in his cycle and become so d@mn depressed and hate yourself. it's not worth it. find someone who makes you happy. a relationship takes work but it shouldn't be all work. PM me if u want please. i have experience (unfortunaly) in this category. LEAVE LEAVE LEAVe. i really can't say it enough!

I don't think you really loved him if you cheated on him.

If you love this person then I would keep it under wraps the best you can and let the other person down gently and if he/she is understanding enough then he/she will let you go

to be honest.. i agree that if you truely love someone then you couldn't cheat. In which case.. if he really is treating you like rubbish, why are you with him anyway? just leave him. find a life with someone else eventually.. there's still time.

I really agree with Purified. Why are you with this man? How he treats you is rediculous and that is not love. I can see why you sought an online friend (you were not receiving support or love through your boyfriend). Everyone needs someone they can talk to and to feel like people care. You did NOT do anything so bad that it cannot be forgiven!!!! He may not forgive you but that is because he does not care about your feelings now or before "the incident." However, you should forgive yourself and move onto a real, caring and loving relationship. If he makes you feel like hurting yourself, that is a CLEAR line in the sand. You have to be able to admit this relationship is NOT good for you at this point and staying with him is causing you more harm than good. I believe this is the clear point where you need to be strong and make a decision and LEAVE!! People will respect your strength. Don't let him or anyone walk on you like this!!