Ask your parents. I'm sure they would love to help you.
What you need is someone to talk to about your state of mental health. You get one life and one body. Embrace the beauty you hold and find peace with your vanity. We are meant for so much more than what can just be seen with the eyes.
Dude. Is hair falling out cool? Honestly, I know it's hard to give a **** now - but you will look 5o when you turn 3o if you continue depriving your body of essential vitamins, good fats, and nutrients to keep your hair and skin looking good. Plus, it will cause serious mood and thought instability if you **** with your blood sugar and can cause a host of other issues.<br />
Eat right, exercise, make good friends and be healthy, toned and sexy together. Being underweight and unhealthy is not attractive and not good for your body or mind.<br />
I really hope you reconsider and I say this because I care and want you to know - not because I judge you.
It's not fun to have heart damage and health issues at a young age and is a slap in the face to people who are born with issues and can't change them. Y'know? I don't know if you have ever had a hard time breathing or anything - but your health is not something to take for granted. :)
I read "I'm 14" and sees that your age is 18-21...
What's wrong with that? She fixed it now, but my natural thing to do is lie about my age and say I'm an adult when joining a website. When I registered, I didn't know that EP allowed 13-15. Of course, when I joined for the first time, I was 12.