I need help, I feel really Depressed and always thought about ending my life
I left my school friends in England who I didn't say good bye to them and probably never going to see them again and i lost interest in drawing which i used to be good at, it was quite recent ago. To me, I think my parent did this. I moved to 3 countries since I was little for my education and had been losing friends then.
In Sydney, I hardly know them any more, was still there when i was in yr3 until yr 5. In England, I met a lot of friends their and found my talent and experienced a lot there, but when I left for yr 7 summer holiday I thought i was coming back until my mum told me i wasn't and going to US instead.I got really angry and stressed myself I didn't say goodbye to any of my friends in England except for 1 of them.Then when I came to America, I didn't let those stress, anger and sadness go.But even if i did, I'm going to high school and the system is extremely harder in US then England I can't keep up with the rest.My parent don't even know the place I'm in!!