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Once I learned I was a sociopath I looked back in my memories in search of what might have caused this. My family raised me to believe that kindness always came with a price. Never had anyone been kind to me as I grew up. Basically in our house everyone manipulated eachother to make them look stupid or make them experience a new form of emotional pain until I no longer cared. By the age of 15 I no longer reached out to anyone because I expected to be slapped away physically or emotionally. One day my sophmore year I met a girl who I had met once or twice before but never cared she was too emphatic. Halfay throught the year she approached me and gave me a handful of small flowers. I waited for her to hurt me for days afterwards. Three years later I have whole heartedly fallen in love with her. But to her I am no more than her brother. I'm goodlooking and I say that honestly not arrogantly but I can't get her to look at me the way I would like. Any advice?
CameronKing CameronKing 18-21, M 4 Answers Mar 22 in Embarrassing & Funny

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Whoever responds to this please don't if your answer ends with the suggestion to go see a professional. I have seen both psychologist and a psychiatrist. The ending is just them giving me drugs that don't help. Yes I have told them that, but in their minds it simply means to up the dosage to near overdosing levels.

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My original question is summarized with the fact that I have been without emotion for so long now that I feel something for someone I want more, but am afraid of losing the light in my proverbial darkness.

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how does she feel about you?

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Like I'm her best friend in the world so instead of wanting to date me like every other girl I meet she tries to set me up with them.

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but how does she FEEL about you... what are her true feelings towards you?

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Ironically she is the only person who makes me hesitate while I have burnt bridges without a second thought I find myself choking on my words when I speak to her most the time.

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I'm too afraid that if I tell her my feelings she will abandon me. She is the only person I feel anything for and I'm afraid of what I might become if she is no longer a part of my life.

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I suggest that you visit a psychiatrist or psychologist- whoever you would feel more comfortable with... and explain to them your situation. There is help out there

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you aren't a sociopath you're just bitter, do what you want and get with that chick

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Not in the way your suggesting. But thank you for your input.

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I can help... But with what?

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I really don't know anymore. I was content to being emotionless, but when I'm with her I can't feel nothing. Really I doubt you could help me because you don't really know me. I just wanted to know if someone could tell me if I were better off emotionless or if I should reach out once more.

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No that isn't a mistake in grammer when I said I can't feel nothing.

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I say let it be... You can't make the heart feel something it won't

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I suppose so. Not the answer I wanted but I have to be open to that which I don't want when posting on this site. Thank you.

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I'm sorry, I hope you find the answer you're looking for (:

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I have seen a professional he said the only thing I can do I try to find something that stimulates positive emotions ergo my current dillema.

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