I am a spiritual counselor you can message me and I will try and help...blessings
You're not looking for someone to talk to HERE, but that's what a counselor does anyway, and I'm not so sure you're gonna find that kind of 'professional' help online in a chat. But there are plenty of us here to talk to, and not all of us are dicks. Good luck, good decisions.
I hope you find what you're looking for. I've been to real counselors before, paid to see them, and they were discounted for poor people. And they sucked. So I wouldn't expect much more from a free service, if that's what you meant. But if you need something on a budget, check your local social services office on Monday. I just think you're pretty young to be terrified of "who you are". We all change. Every 7 years, you're a different person, more-or-less. It's not like the ship is so far astray that you can't steer it in the direction you wanna go.
Ha ha... other people ARE my anger issue. Well, best of luck. It's good that you're putting a plan together at least.
Well how do you feel about what you said that's a start to coming to peace with what happened.
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Maybe if you refined what you are saying it can be more understood
Good luck on the not being able too be understood by anyone and looking for a site that can fufill that ideal