Consider watching "Oh lucky man!". It will give you some perspective.
A young salesman who gets all the lucky breaks until a turning point. Then, he rans out of luck and eventually is imprisoned. There he becomes an idealist. When he is released, his idealism gets him in trouble.
I'm not at all trying to be a jerk. But I don't really see any idealistic points of view on your blog. I don't see what makes it idealist. I think it's well written, but I don't see how it's fitting. Am I wrong?
so it's not that secret then?