Please don't...my son killed himself a month ago and he also killed a part of me. I pray he's in a better place now and he isn't suffering anymore but meanwhile I exist in the land of the living and have to feel all the heartache of this loss. The pain is indescribable. If you have a heart as I'm sure you do, you would not ever inflict this pain on your loved ones.
I know it's hard, not only have I suffered the loss of my son during this time of grief I split from my boyfriend of over a year because he chose to be physically abusive with me. I feel extremely betrayed that he would do this to me at a time when I needed him most. To cope with the pain I relapsed on methamphetamines again. I know this is not the way to go and it will destroy my life if I continue but it's the only way I seem to be able to numb myself to the pain...at least for a little while. So I do understand what you feel. I just keep praying God will get me through this and I will be stronger in the end.
I know that feeling I have often wondered what I have done to suffer all of this pain and I have felt bitter towards God. But when I truly come to him with a broken spirit I know that he hears me and he will help me get through this if I put my faith in him. I don't know all of the reasons why we suffer the things we do but God does and he cares for us, I find refuge in him, you can too.
no,i have a better idea.why don't you drink every day or do heavy drugs instead of killing yourself?that way,yes it would take a while before you die,but you'll keep dying and it would be fun and maybe you realize that you don't want to die
after the rain,there will come little sunshine..
don't end your life,just watch south park
well,i am a walking failure,if you can call it like that.i don't have nice grades,i always mess things up in my family and i fail in social life because i'm awkward as hell.but i don't give single ****.just try not to give a ****,it helps,trust me
great,then do it drunk.i mean getting drunk can be also called not giving a f
well,it won't be the first time that you're getting drunk.so,are you violent while drunk most of the times?
and how are while drugged?
so why are you alone?
you shouldn't be.you should be able to take a risk and try with another one.i also dated a guy for 3 months,until i left him and then i was sad and crying for like a month,and what's worse is that he started dating a gypsy right after the day we broke up.then i cried a little more,but then i got drunk on some party and hooked up with some guy and we started dating.well,relationship with him lasted 2 weeks because it was a distant relationship.so,what's worse?i fail at relationship,and i fail hard,and even harder at life.don't be so down,you'll meet another one.if not,have fun with sk**ks,at least you're a man,so you can pay for one
then do something.stop giving a **** about relationships and start doing something
get a job if you don't have one.like,study something.at least work in a bakery store to keep your mind from it