I think I'm going crazy. Am I losing my mind?
Every time I smoke weed I start thinking about the craziest things. Such as that I'm secretly a low-ranking slave prostitute to the illuminati or nwo agenda or something and all males in the world are aware of it, and the only women who know they are being 'blacked out' and pimped are the moms who sell their daughters into it. Then I hear all these crazy things or come to sudden realizations that someone has been hurting my child in some of the worst possible ways. And by someone I mean exes or relatives. I have even heard voices. I don't think weed does this to people, and the craziest thing is after I've come down, some of these paranoid thoughts stick with me. I am so confused and afraid and I wonder if I'm going crazy or am losing my mind. I want to ask someone for help, but I'm scared they are only going to use what I tell them against me. Do any of you have similar experiences? What's going on???