No you've ruined yourself with your experimentation. You'll probably soon be incontinent<br />
and have to wear diapers
The bad news is, no, it is not going to go back. And at your age, by the time you are about 40, sh*t is going to be falling out of it without your control.<br />
The good news is....Well come to think of it, there really isn't any good news.
It's called surgery
You breakded it. Sawwy.