I think you need some professional help :(
I'm no vamp. But I can give you hepatitis C if you drink my blood.
First, you need to move to Seattle. Then, you need to find a secluded house in the woods....
turning process is easy and not like people saying that from nick u will turn to a vamp from nick u will die not turn to vamp ok i knw some people they are... i will connect u to them.. he is real not fake i will give u his website read that and fill a form there is Q about vamp and answer is in the website if u fill form so then u will connect with him i think we both will do it... im a vamp frm birth i have some powers but i need some special help frm him...
first you need to understand that the vampires you see in tv and movies do not exist in that sense. second you need to go our and buy Vampires In Their Own Words: An Anthology of Vampire Voices by Michell Belanger. This will give you a true understanding of what a true vampire is. Go from there.
If vampires existed, I somehow doubt they'd be looking through Experience Project for new little fledgling vampires.
hate to break it to you but theres no such thing as vampires
Ask you're doctor, he'll know how to help you.
msg me i hv info