life is beautiful.. It's GOds's gift.. Don't waste it.. someone battling with severe disease would struggle through survive.. why you got lots of time so don't waste it.. learn to deal with your problems and enjoy...
Cmon bro!! Hug me! :( u need a hug. it'll b ok
then go Disney land or somewhere what will be fun, or playing the video games that can make you stop thinking
Whether you are religious, spiritual, or not! Go to a local church, food pantry, or shelter and volunteer your time! Whatever/however you can help will definitely show you where, when, and how to help those who are MUCH worse-off than you!! Wherever you see God at work, JOIN IN!!
You need to seek out a qualified therapist, someone who can help you deal with your problems, letting you find the peace that you are seeking.
In the mean time, if you need to talk, I or many others will be willing to listen, but to end your torment you need that professional help.
Why do you wish to end your life??